And found you
I have felt disgusted.
Can I change this smile,
this grin, this tear…
If only I could…
You pervade my life
In spite of my conscious rejections.
Your prolonged existence is choking me,
It stagnates my efforts, and stunts my movements.
You cry at all this,
But you don't realize that the male,
malicious contents prolongedly exist
in your and my relations,
in your and my bodies
coaxing us both,
But you don't realize that the male,
malicious contents prolongedly exist
in your and my relations,
in your and my bodies
coaxing us both,
into looking into the mirror often
and crying.
And so often have I lost you thus.
and crying.
And so often have I lost you thus.
Sushumna Kannan